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Cancer Diary - Part 6
Sep. 1st, 2018 12:07 pmWaiting now for the operation. Continuing to tell people at work when it is. I am nervous and I wish it could be over quickly.
My husband has still not told his mother, as his step-father is dying right now and he doesn’t want to give her anymore to deal with. I think if he leaves it too long, this will backfire as she will want to be told, probably when the operation is over and then she doesn’t feel she has to worry. I also think my husband is keeping me away from them so I don’t blurt it out.
The anxiety dreams have started. I dreamt I was having radiotherapy treatment, but I also had a tiny baby in a cool box that I had to take care of. Dreamt that someone stole my CV from an envelope and I was afraid that they would use the info in it to steal my identity.
My husband has still not told his mother, as his step-father is dying right now and he doesn’t want to give her anymore to deal with. I think if he leaves it too long, this will backfire as she will want to be told, probably when the operation is over and then she doesn’t feel she has to worry. I also think my husband is keeping me away from them so I don’t blurt it out.
The anxiety dreams have started. I dreamt I was having radiotherapy treatment, but I also had a tiny baby in a cool box that I had to take care of. Dreamt that someone stole my CV from an envelope and I was afraid that they would use the info in it to steal my identity.
